Occasional thoughts of an Anglican Episcopal priest

Category: Poetry (Page 12 of 12)

Matins in Winter Wood – A Poem

Winter Scene in the Woods

Matins in Winter Wood

Early
in the morning
of a day
whose afternoon
promises
to be payback
for the sins
of the night before

Early
in the morning
at an hour
that’s otherwise
nondescript
nothing special
prosaic
ordinary time

Early
in the morning
a moment
dawn’s light on snow
breaking branch
forest disturbed
explosive
followed by silence

Early
in the morning
an instant
supplication
confession
absolution
forgiveness
life ever after

Early
in the morning
of a day
whose afternoon
refuses
to look behind
at the sins
of the night before

(By C. Eric Funston)

It Isn’t the Birds – A Poem

Fallen Birdbath

It Isn’t the Birds

The birdbath fell over yesterday.
I found it
lying in the garden,
the bench where she used to sit
empty nearby.

I stopped filling it months ago,
a petty act
of misdirected revenge.
It isn’t the birds’ fault the bench sits
empty nearby.

It isn’t the birds
whose life plan
was made impossible
by a committee’s decision.
It isn’t the birds
who sat on the veranda
needing companionship
unwilling
to ask for it.
It isn’t the birds
to whom she said,
“I’m leaving you alone
to give you space.”
It isn’t the birds
who replied,
“I don’t give a fuck
what you’re doing,”
a petty act
of misdirected revenge.

It isn’t the birds’ fault the bench sits
empty nearby.

(By C. Eric Funston)

Like the Sofa She Sits – A Sonnet

Old Sofa

Like the Sofa She Sits

Like the sofa she sits in memory
The well-worn couch in the thrift store window
Our lives intersected I had hoped we would be
Familiar agreeable comfort grown old
Constant in love though we drifted apart
Shabbily restful the promise of peace
Given to wandering affairs of the heart
Now put on display and seeking release
I stare through glass and think about calling
I could make an offer I could seek a bargain
But I know I won’t do it there’s no point pretending
It’s a thing of the past and there’s really no reason
The old davenport, the long-parted lover
We simply were not made for each other

(By C. Eric Funston)

Tulip in the Snow – A Poem

Red Tulip in Snow

Tulip in the Snow

Driving the highway
in the grey washed-out winter noon,
without warning
the thought assaults me.
If I could paint, I think,
I would paint
a glistening field of diamond-bright white,
not the snow of this highway shoulder,
not this snow
pock-marked with road salt,
mud,
and the black ink
of dissolving tire tread,
not this snow
looking like a scar
from the slice of a bread knife
through the face
of an old man whose acne
never quite ended decades ago.
A glistening field of diamond-bright white
and, in one distant corner,
a single red tulip.

(By C. Eric Funston)

An Anglo-Catholic Procession in a Midwestern Church – A Poem

Procession of Re-ordained in a Church

An Anglo-Catholic Procession in a Midwestern Church

Wearing his cope like a leather jacket and jeans,
the priest steers the procession,
a diesel truck with an oversized trailer
turning left through the narrow
two-laned small-town streets
of the congregation’s protestant piety,
heedless of the fenders of their faith
hastily backed away
from the crosswalk of the center aisle.

The thurible-swinging acolyte,
like the chrome-plated grill of a monstrous tractor
giving notice of the behemoth’s approach,
barrels on toward his goal,
smoke like diesel exhaust billowing
around and over the crucifer’s head.
If I pump my right fist arm raised high
like a kid in a passing Coupe de Ville,
will he let out with the shriek of an air horn?

The choir swings wide, rolling off the pavement,
leaving a deep polyphonic rut
in the garden sensibilities of the faithful
at the edge of the road.
Slightly over-correcting, they get back on track
and find the coda in the choir loft.
Torch-bearers and eucharistic ministers,
sub-deacon and deacon,
shudder and stumble to their places,
an 18-wheeler with defective air brakes.

“Blessed be God . . . ”
intones the trucker celebrant;
“And blessed be his kingdom . . . ”
sighs the relieved assembly.

(By C. Eric Funston)

Illustration: Procession of re-ordained in a church by Paolo Uccello (1469)

Reading in Context – A Poem

Harsh Light on the BibleReading in Context

I sit at night,
Wrapped in a shawl preparing to read.
Warm, I sit in my recliner.
A fire burns in my den’s old stone hearth.
I take up the book.
The table-lamp’s friendly liquid light
illumes metaphors of similes of analogies.
Invasions and wars and mayhem and death;
traveling tents turned into temples,
temples transfixed on tentpegs,
temples topped with spires,
temples crowned with thorns,
thorny words that bring no comfort.
This is my work.
I read.

The page is slick; the writing, oily.
The eye slides off,
like a late-night dancer from a lubricated
length of well-polished pole.
This? This is supposed to be holy?

The words are sour; the prose is acrid.
The brain spits up,
like a distempered infant disgorging
a dose of terpin hydrate.
This? This is supposed to be sacred?

The verse is harsh; the stories, dreadful.
The spirit rebels,
like a captive cruel-clawed kitten
being clutched too tightly.
This? This is supposed to be helpful?

She died tonight,
Breathed her last and turned away.
Numb, I sit in the unused chapel.
An electric candle flickers in the darkness.
I pick up a book.
The fluorescent light
callously barging in through the doorway
shines on praises of glories of blessings of forgiveness.
Seas parting, tables spread, honey, milk, wine, bread;
mountaintop holy ground welcoming feet,
feet of the messengers,
feet bathed at Passover,
feet pierced with spikes,
spikenard-like words that succor and soothe.
This is our life.
I read.

The words make sense; the stories comfort.
My soul unwinds
like the knotted cord of an old
black telephone desk set.
This. This is the word of the Lord.

(By C. Eric Funston)

Prayers Interrupted – A Poem

A House at Dawn

Prayers Interrupted

click tick pop
bang moan
click sigh
the echo of muffled
bass drum
hushed boom
a wood block
tapped by an angry cricket
tick tickity tick tick tick . . . click pop
an army of ants
do a soft-shoe
on a snare drum
sh shh sh sh sh sh
while the wind breaths through
a McDonald’s smoothie straw
moan . . . sigh . . .
sigh . . . moan
prayers interrupted
the muted percussion
of a house
coming alive
on winter’s morn
amen

(By C. Eric Funston)

Walking a Dog in Winter – A Poem

Winter Scene on Our StreetWalking a Dog in Winter

white on white on white
falling white
blowing white
drifting white
vision obliterating white

is there a dog
at the end
of this leash?

the sidewalk
a blue-green wound
in the white
slowly healing
flesh of winter
icy granulation in-filling
around my feet

the leash moves
(there is a dog!)
back and forth
searching searching searching
find the spot
find the right spot
find the only spot
but, for God’s sake,
find it soon

(By C. Eric Funston)

River of Words – From the Daily Office – January 6, 2013

From the Psalter:

There is a river whose streams make glad the city of God, the holy habitation of the Most High.

(From the Daily Office Lectionary – Psalm 46:5 (BCP Version) – January 6, 2014.)

A River in the Desert

Two poems about rivers . . . first from the Malaysian poet John Tiong Chunghoo who is known best for his haiku, a work entitled Part of God:

created in his likeness
the anger – thunder
the warning – lightning
the tears – rain
the smile – the breeze
the punishment – earthquake
lesson – the echo, memory
the trees, birds,
sea, clouds and sky
his pictorial poetry
in his likeness
i paint them
with words
that run
like a river
reflecting their beauty in me
styling them in realism
on a calm day
impressionism
on a breezy one
as the river
dances with light
modernism
when the river
shakes the
inquisitive mind
of the mysteries of life
all the blocks and angles
the river registers
as it unfolds a scroll
of god’s law
surrealism
mistfilled
a river scene
i did to run away from
a mind that torments
a world that begs for
an answer to everything

I am intrigued by Chunghoo’s image of poetry as a river, of words as flowing water. I grew up in the desert of southern Nevada and, as an adult, enjoyed recreational backpacking down the valley of the Virgin River, a tributary of the Colorado that now makes up the northern branch of Lake Mead. In the desert, a river is a source of life. Around it the ground is parched, dry, and apparently lifeless, but immediately next to it and in it there is abundance of life. Words, Chunghoo seems to suggest, are like that; they are more than mere devices of communication — they are sources of life in a world that “begs for an answer to everything.”

That’s a biblical image! Genesis: “Then God said, ‘Let there be . . . .'” John’s Gospel: “In the beginning was the Word . . . . ” God’s words are life-giving. Human words can be, too! Communication sustains the life of community. The river of words makes glad the city.

The second poem, read together with Chunghoo’s, read in the light of the image of a river of communication, is an old hymn given new meaning:

Shall we gather at the river,
Where bright angel feet have trod,
With its crystal tide for ever flowing
by the throne of God?
Gather at the river!
Yes, we’ll gather at the river,
The beautiful, the beautiful river,
Yes well gather at the river
that flows by the throne of God.
Shall we gather? Shall we gather at the river?

Shall we gather at the river of words? Shall we give life to one another with our communication and our conversation? Is there any other way?

Interestingly, Robert Lowry, the Baptist minister who wrote the hymn, was also a professor of literature. I wonder what he might have thought of a “river of words” . . . .

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Father Funston is the rector of St. Paul’s Episcopal Church, Medina, Ohio.

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